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Following is the text of a letter which the Manging Director sent to a journalist on the Shropshire Star Newspaper. Dear Phil, I read your article and was struck from the start by your interest in the activity, institution, trappings, enquiring belief and social aspects of the religious experience. You might be surprised to hear the writer was, from the age of 21 to 47, a confirmed, content, rational and well reasoned atheist. You see, as a child, I did the Sunday morning service and Sunday school at 3 in the afternoon. Went to a Church of England junior school, was well taught in the doctrine of the age. As a youth, I met one man who I realised had a true faith and he was a good influence on me and many other kids in the secondary modern school I attended. I trained as an engineer and had a great appetite for things scientific. I made a hobby of astronomy (not astrology I hasten to add) and was dumb struck by the unimaginable immensity of our universe. I was an addict of all the radio and TV documentaries and natural history programs. Throughout my life and yours we have been taught by those we trust about a man centred, science based, evolutionary existence, with God as an optional but uncomfortable extra (that tends to mess the whole thing up) but is there if you need him. I proved that God did not exist My life progressed wonderfully. I was successful in my career, I loved my work, I loved training and learning new things and in every way life was great. My convictions and understanding grew and I was, even though I say it myself, quite a good atheist! I could debate, discuss, argue most people to a standstill with reason, logic, 'science' and 'facts' until I or they were blue in the face. My views were rock solid. I had no fear of death other than I would prefer it to be peaceful, in one piece and a long way off. The facts are all there for a Godless universe, science has proved it. I believed it. We see it endlessly on TV and our children hear it in every lesson at school! We know it's true. Don't we? Even so-called religious people will do handstands to accommodate it, even though it is directly opposed to much of the 'book' of their faith! But then... She gently asked several times over the months. My answer was unchanging. One morning, just after Christmas that year, 1990, my wife and I had had, 'one or two words'! I can't even remember what it was about now. Her parting shot, (you know the one that hits below the belt just as she left the room) was to say 'Well you wouldn't even take me to Church when I asked you!' In a fit of pique, frustration and anger I shouted 'OK then! If that's what it's going to take to get things back to normal round here, it's Sunday today, come on I'll carry your handbag.' My attitude was disgraceful, arrogant, angry, you name it. But we found a church and went in. Well Phil, that morning I was challenged by what I heard, and most of all by the faces of the people I met. They were different. They took time to come and meet me. They clearly knew something, or as I was to realise later, someone, I didn't. Over the next five months this God who I knew did not exist, was just turning my life upside down. What I realised was that what you refer to as religion, is only a matter of one person's opinion, belief, custom or practice over another. What happened to me was nothing to do with all that religious stuff. It was to do with a 'calling' God, whose existence I was still denying, taking His time through His Holy Spirit to gently convince me that He was who He said He was! I did not come quietly or easily! In fact I fought tooth and nail. Everything I stood for was on the line here. He was patient though and was not about to give up on what He had started. I did eventually come to know that this living Lord Jesus Christ had sought me out, to prove to me He was alive and wanted to give to me the wonderful gifts that only He is empowered to give. You see it's nothing to do with what we have been indoctrinated with, or making a choice about what to believe, it's to do with coming to know and recognise that Jesus is alive, and that He loved me, even though I had denied Him, not just three times but probably three hundred or even three thousand times. ME a Christian! You see, there is no handle on His side of the door. You have to do the opening or He stays outside. It's my/our/your choice. He is a gracious God and will not crash into your life. He gave you free will. He will not take it away again. He only enters in when you open the door. He is not bothered whether you are religious or not either. What He wants is for you to get to know Him as Lord of your life, receive from Him all that He has for you and move into a new life. I did, and I would not go back for anything. He is a gracious and loving God who is prepared to spend time helping you understand that He is who He said He is, was and will be. That God did raise Him from the dead and can do the same for you, granting you (and me) a place in His eternity, with Him. Please don't try to excuse me by saying all those usual things about people needing a crutch, wimps, and do gooders. When God sought me out I still denied He existed. I was convinced I did not need Him or anyone. I was quite content with my lot and I was getting on quite nicely thank you. I was doing it my way. How wrong can you be! Thank you Lord for your grace and mercy, even to someone like me. Don't be religious Religion will not earn you a seat with the Lord Jesus in that place called paradise for all eternity, neither will good works! Jesus will. God bless you Phil for your courage and frankness in your article. I hope and pray my letter has helped in some way to answer your question. Yours sincerely Alan Vincent |
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